Dear Heavenly Father, my LORD, and my God, I give my heart to you once again. I have no other desire than to love you with ALL of my being. Teach me, LORD, how to succumb to your every demand. The rest and peace that I receive from you surpasses all reasonable understanding. I know that I have no logical, natural reason to be so peaceful with the many wars that are raging daily in my life. I see the enemy at every turn and every task in which I am engaged. I am presented with everyday challenges that seem to be impossible, yet, my LORD, you make them all seem so meaningless and easy to do. It is because of you, Father, that I am able to look beyond what I see with my natural eyes and witness the beauty of your Lordship and protection. As I stand in your midst, LORD, I clearly see that all things are possible. Who can defy you, LORD? Who is able to KNOW you and deny you total access to their heart? O Sweet Jesus, the living Son of God, I am so grateful that you show no selfishness in sharing yourself or your Father God Almighty with the world. Although I see you both as ONE, I clearly see and understand your separate roles, and for that I am truly grateful and blessed!
I WILL FOLLOW YOU, LORD GOD ALMIGHTY! I do not care where we go, or how long it takes to get there. I will follow you, LORD. No matter how many waves cover my head, or knock me to my knees, I will follow you, LORD. When my enemies laugh and taunt me for believing that you openly speak to me and guide my paths, I will yet continue to follow you, LORD Jesus! It is impossible for me to have seen what I have seen, heard what I have heard, and fail to follow you, LORD. You have allowed me to see and taste your Glory, and I know that I know that YOU are God Almighty. You alone are LORD. You are the great “Existing One.” You are the Master and Creator of all things that are. I KNOW You LORD! How can I turn around? How can I stop following you? You are the Supreme God of all gods. Your name is so holy that it should not be uttered with the unclean lips of mankind! Forgive me, LORD, for the many times I have spoken your true and holy name out of ignorance. Read my heart, dear LORD, as I confess my sins and my love for You alone. Guide me into everlasting truth that I might continue to rest in your Holy Presence. I just want to be forever in your Presence…here I find rest and peace and experience your unspeakable love for me. Thank you, Father, the Great “I AM That I AM.”
Today, LORD, I pray as always for those that do not know you. I pray that their eyes will be opened to see and understand that the only chance any of us have to survive what is around us is to accept you as Lord and Savior. Be merciful to us all, Lord God. O LORD, please reach out to the members of Dissect My Soul Ministries. Keep them safe and guide their study, Father. Many of them have been with me since the very beginning of my work for YOU, and have remained faithful to help me carry out your charge to me. Bless them, LORD God. Some believe, because I believe. Help their unbelief and give them a heart and mind to discern You as Truth Absolute! Help me, LORD, to be the Mentor that they need to remain faithful to our cause. For those that you have given to follow this Ministry, allow them to see that I am following you and the goal, LORD God, is for them to also follow you!
Give me the Wisdom of the Holy Ghost to continue to make the right decisions for the “Love Jesus” Movement. Doors are opening all around us and I see the hunger of the people that love you. Many want more and do not know how to get before you. Help me to lead them to you that they may experience your Presence, LORD. Many have never experienced your Holy Presence even though it is where You desire us all to be. Help us all to know that there is no true existence in this world, or the world to come, that is void of You and Your love. Teach us to love you with all aspects of our hearts and souls. To You, Almighty God, we pledge our hearts. I pledge All of me, O LORD, my God! Amen.
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2022-09-01 12:24:522026-08-11 14:02:00Prayers: I Am Following Jesus Christ
Scripture Reference for Understanding, Meditation, and Consecration:
Many believers say that they love the Lord. However, according to God, they lie with their lips as their hearts reveal the truth and expose the lie. Do they intend to lie? I believe most believers do not intend to lie, but rather they have no spiritual conception of what it means to truly love and follow the LORD. I will continue to have faith that change is possible. Unfortunately, the needed change has to begin with the Church. Church Leaders and Pastors must first submit to “absolute surrender” of their own hearts, and then to be bold and brave enough in Christ Jesus to teach and show their congregations how to follow them as they follow the LORD.
Paul encouraged the new believers to follow him as he too understood that he had to follow Jesus Christ. God has revealed that most “leaders” of today are NOT within the will of God, and yet they want others to follow them. God will hold such “leaders” accountable for every soul that has been led astray. See the scriptures below to see what Paul had to say on this subject: (Highlights added below for emphasis and direction)
15 For though ye have ten thousand instructors in Christ, yet have ye not many fathers: for in Christ Jesus I have begotten you through the gospel. 16 Wherefore I beseech you, be ye followers of me. (1 Cor 4:15-16)
1 Be ye followers of me, even as I also am of Christ.2 Now I praise you, brethren, that ye remember me in all things, and keep the ordinances, as I delivered them to you. (1 Cor 11:1-2)
17 Brethren, be followers together of me, and mark them which walk so as ye have us for an ensample. 18 (For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: 19 Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.) 20 For our conversation is in heaven; from whence also we look for the Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ: 21 Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself. (Phil 3:17-21)
Once a Believer has “tasted” of the Glory of God, stood in His Presence, or witnessed the visual Glory of God, and yet refuses to obey the words of the LORD, there is no way God grants HIS peace to such a soul. This is stated in both the NT and the OT. There are those that would lead God’s people to believe that they can live how they want and not obey the LORD. This is a lie from the enemy of God.
The scriptures say that it is impossible to have tasted of the Glory of God and to walk away and then come back! The true issue here is understanding what it means to “taste” the heavenly gift of God or to be “filled” with the Holy Ghost. Not everyone who confesses with the mouth is “born again” of the Holy Ghost! There MUST be an outward change that is reflective of the conditions of the heart of man. This heart evaluation is conducted only by God Himself. God does not care what we say with the mouth…it is the heart of man that reveals the truth! Therefore, when man has truly “known” God and experienced His Glory or stood in His Presence, this means that such a man is absolutely aware that GOD is GOD. Do you think that God would allow anyone to know Him and choose to walk away in disobedience and serve His enemy and then allow such a one to come back to HIM? God Forbid! My LORD says that it is far better to admit that we have NEVER known Him in His Glory than to remain ignorant by believing that we do know Him. When we come to terms with the fact that we have NEVER been “born again” or “filled” with the Glory of the LORD, we are then free to seek the LORD in helping us to be what He desires us to be. We then are able to be forgiven for the many mistakes we have made! See the scriptures below to see what God has to say on this subject. Obedience to God is the key. Repentance…true repentance is required! There is no way around this requirement. (Emphasis added below for clarification)
20 And the Lord said, I have pardoned according to thy word: 21 But as truly as I live, all the earth shall be filled with the glory of the Lord. 22 Because all those men which have seen my glory, and my miracles, which I did in Egypt and in the wilderness, and have tempted me now these ten times, and have not hearkened to my voice;23 Surely they shall not see the land which I sware unto their fathers, neither shall any of them that provoked me see it: 24 But my servant Caleb, because he had another spirit with him, and hath followed me fully, him will I bring into the land whereinto he went; and his seed shall possess it. (Num 14:20-24)
4 For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost, 5 And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come, 6 If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame. (Heb 6:4-6)
God expects mankind to obey HIM. Plain and simple. He expects all “souls” that dare to be called by His name to follow him “wholly” and completely. There are those who will say it is impossible to “wholly” or completely follow the LORD. Those who teach this flawed theology are liars according to the Word of God! The scriptures below show us what God has to say about “wholly” following Him:
11 Surely none of the men that came up out of Egypt, from twenty years old and upward, shall see the land which I sware unto Abraham, unto Isaac, and unto Jacob; because they have not wholly followed me:12 Save Caleb the son of Jephunneh the Kenezite, and Joshua the son of Nun: for they have wholly followed the Lord. (Num 32:11-12)
6 Then the children of Judah came unto Joshua in Gilgal: and Caleb the son of Jephunneh the Kenezite said unto him, Thou knowest the thing that the Lord said unto Moses the man of God concerning me and thee in Kadeshbarnea. 7 Forty years old was I when Moses the servant of the Lord sent me from Kadeshbarnea to espy out the land; and I brought him word again as it was in mine heart. 8 Nevertheless my brethren that went up with me made the heart of the people melt: but I wholly followed the Lord my God. (Josh 14:6-8)
10 Then came the word of the Lord unto Samuel, saying, 11 It repenteth me that I have set up Saul to be king: for he is turned back from following me, and hath not performed my commandments.And it grieved Samuel; and he cried unto the Lord all night. (1 Sam 15:10-11)
4 And if thou wilt walk before me, as David thy father walked, in integrity of heart, and in uprightness, to do according to all that I have commanded thee, and wilt keep my statutes and my judgments: 5 Then I will establish the throne of thy kingdom upon Israel for ever, as I promised to David thy father, saying, There shall not fail thee a man upon the throne of Israel. 6 But if ye shall at all turn from following me, ye or your children, and will not keep my commandments and my statutes which I have set before you, but go and serve other gods, and worship them: 7 Then will I cut off Israel out of the land which I have given them; and this house, which I have hallowed for my name, will I cast out of my sight; and Israel shall be a proverb and a byword among all people: 8 And at this house, which is high, every one that passeth by it shall be astonished, and shall hiss; and they shall say, Why hath the Lord done thus unto this land, and to this house? 9 And they shall answer, Because they forsook the Lord their God, who brought forth their fathers out of the land of Egypt, and have taken hold upon other gods, and have worshipped them, and served them: therefore hath the Lord brought upon them all this evil. (1 Kings 9:4-9)
7 Go, tell Jeroboam, Thus saith the Lord God of Israel, Forasmuch as I exalted thee from among the people, and made thee prince over my people Israel, 8 And rent the kingdom away from the house of David, and gave it thee: and yet thou hast not been as my servant David, who kept my commandments, and who followed me with all his heart, to do that only which was right in mine eyes; 9 But hast done evil above all that were before thee: for thou hast gone and made thee other gods, and molten images, to provoke me to anger, and hast cast me behind thy back: 10 Therefore, behold, I will bring evil upon the house of Jeroboam, and will cut off from Jeroboam him that pisseth against the wall, and him that is shut up and left in Israel, and will take away the remnant of the house of Jeroboam, as a man taketh away dung, till it be all gone. (1 Kings 14:7-10)
When God Himself speaks and tells a man to “follow Him,” it is not asuggestion but a charge or command. The spirit of the person that is so charged “Knows” God and who He is when these words are spoken. It is the spirit of man that responds obediently and “follows” God. As Jesus called His disciples, they were strangers, yet they walked away from everything in their lives and “followed” Him. The Gospels share these accounts differently and they have been included here so that you can see the variation in the pattern and understand the will of God and His expected obedience from those He has chosen to follow Him. God expects us to have absolute faith in Him and to put nothing before Him in our lives. This is the only way we can follow Him! See the scriptures below that validate my words. (Emphasis is added for clarification)
18 And Jesus, walking by the sea of Galilee, saw two brethren, Simon called Peter, and Andrew his brother, casting a net into the sea: for they were fishers. 19 And he saith unto them, Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men. 20 And they straightway left their nets, and followed him. 21 And going on from thence, he saw other two brethren, James the son of Zebedee, and John his brother, in a ship with Zebedee their father, mending their nets; and he called them. 22 And they immediately left the ship and their father, and followed him. (Matt 4:18-22)
18 Now when Jesus saw great multitudes about him, he gave commandment to depart unto the other side. 19 And a certain scribe came, and said unto him, Master, I will follow thee whithersoever thou goest. 20 And Jesus saith unto him, The foxes have holes, and the birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head. 21 And another of his disciples said unto him, Lord, suffer me first to go and bury my father. 22 But Jesus said unto him, Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead. (Matt 8:18-22)
9 And as Jesus passed forth from thence, he saw a man, named Matthew, sitting at the receipt of custom: and he saith unto him, Follow me. And he arose, and followed him. (Matt 9:9)
27 And when Jesus departed thence, two blind men followed him, crying, and saying, Thou Son of David, have mercy on us.28 And when he was come into the house, the blind men came to him: and Jesus saith unto them, Believe ye that I am able to do this? They said unto him, Yea, Lord. 29 Then touched he their eyes, saying, According to your faith be it unto you. 30 And their eyes were opened; and Jesus straitly charged them, saying, See that no man know it. (Matt 9:27-30)
38 And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.(Matt 10:38)
24 Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. (Matt 16:24)
16 And, behold, one came and said unto him, Good Master, what good thing shall I do, that I may have eternal life? 21 Jesus said unto him, If thou wilt be perfect, go and sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come and follow me.22 But when the young man heard that saying, he went away sorrowful: for he had great possessions. (Matt 19:16, 21-22)
13 And he went forth again by the sea side; and all the multitude resorted unto him, and he taught them. 14 And as he passed by, he saw Levi the son of Alphaeus sitting at the receipt of custom, and said unto him, Follow me. And he arose and followed him. (Mark 2:13-14)
34 And when he had called the people unto him with his disciples also, he said unto them, Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. (Mark 8:34)
In trying to live for Jesus Christ, it is NEVER about doing good deeds or even trying to live by the scriptures. GOODNESS is not enough, saith the LORD God Almighty. Our willingness to do the right thing as we intellectually understand the scriptures will never be enough if we cannot translate our actions into “following” the LORD! When we have absolutely surrendered our hearts and personal will unto the LORD, we automatically follow God. He does not need to ask us to do so…we follow Him. When we refuse to follow Jesus Christ, we are admitting to God that we have not yet surrendered our hearts to His will, and that we have NOT been “Born Again.” To be “Born Again” is to have the Spirit of God unite with and give life to our natural spirit. Communication with God is always “Spirit to spirit.” This transformation is needed to “see” or “enter” the Kingdom of God, thus declares the scriptures.
When we have absolutely surrendered unto Jesus Christ, we delight daily to be in the presence of God. We follow Him around to see and hear His voice. We are content to sit silently at the feet of our LORD. When we cherish our possessions above following God, we MUST honestly admit to ourselves that we have NEVER known the LORD! (Emphasis is added to the scriptures below for clarification):
17 And when he was gone forth into the way, there came one running, and kneeled to him, and asked him, Good Master, what shall I do that I may inherit eternal life? 18 And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God. 19 Thou knowest the commandments, Do not commit adultery, Do not kill, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Defraud not, Honour thy father and mother. 20 And he answered and said unto him, Master, all these have I observed from my youth. 21 Then Jesus beholding him loved him, and said unto him, One thing thou lackest: go thy way, sell whatsoever thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come, take up the cross, and follow me.(Mark 10:17-21)
27 And after these things he went forth, and saw a publican, named Levi, sitting at the receipt of custom: and he said unto him, Follow me. 28 And he left all, rose up, and followed him. (Luke 5:27-28)
57 And it came to pass, that, as they went in the way, a certain man said unto him, Lord, I will follow thee whithersoever thou goest. 58 And Jesus said unto him, Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head. 59 And he said unto another, Follow me. But he said, Lord, suffer me first to go and bury my father. 60 Jesus said unto him, Let the dead bury their dead: but go thou and preach the kingdom of God. 61 And another also said, Lord, I will follow thee; but let me first go bid them farewell, which are at home at my house. 62 And Jesus said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plough, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.(Luke 9:57-62)
18 And a certain ruler asked him, saying, Good Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life? 19 And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? none is good, save one, that is, God. 20 Thou knowest the commandments, Do not commit adultery, Do not kill, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Honour thy father and thy mother. 21 And he said, All these have I kept from my youth up. 22 Now when Jesus heard these things, he said unto him, Yet lackest thou one thing: sell all that thou hast, and distribute unto the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come, follow me.23 And when he heard this, he was very sorrowful: for he was very rich. 24 And when Jesus saw that he was very sorrowful, he said, How hardly shall they that have riches enter into the kingdom of God! 25 For it is easier for a camel to go through a needle’s eye, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.26 And they that heard it said, Who then can be saved? 27 And he said, The thingswhich are impossible with men are possible with God.28 Then Peter said, Lo, we have left all, and followed thee. (Luke 18: 18-28)
43 The day following Jesus would go forth into Galilee, and findeth Philip, and saith unto him, Follow me. 44 Now Philip was of Bethsaida, the city of Andrew and Peter. 45 Philip findeth Nathanael, and saith unto him, We have found him, of whom Moses in the law, and the prophets, did write, Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph. 46 And Nathanael said unto him, Can there any good thing come out of Nazareth? Philip saith unto him, Come and see. 47 Jesus saw Nathanael coming to him, and saith of him, Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom is no guile! 48 Nathanael saith unto him, Whence knowest thou me? Jesus answered and said unto him, Before that Philip called thee, when thou wast under the fig tree, I saw thee. 49 Nathanael answered and saith unto him, Rabbi, thou art the Son of God; thou art the King of Israel. 50 Jesus answered and said unto him, Because I said unto thee, I saw thee under the fig tree, believest thou? thou shalt see greater things than these. 51 And he saith unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Hereafter ye shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of man. (John 1:43-51)
When we allow God to control us, we begin to see Him for who He is. We are able to distinguish between light and dark and good and evil. Jesus is the light of ALL things pertaining to God. Walking in disobedience before the LORD is walking in darkness. It is impossible to walk simultaneously in the light of God and the darkness of Satan, AND actually be within the will of God. We must choose.
It is easy to discern the spiritual walk of man when he demonstrates a lack of knowledge of the Glory of God. When we are ridiculed for our work in Christ Jesus, it becomes clear that this is coming from the spirit of darkness. The bible teaches us that if we KNOW the Lord, we will also recognize others that KNOW Him. To be persecuted by those who claim to know God gives “true” believers the right to say as Jesus said, “Ye neither know me, nor my Father: if ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also.” This does not make such a one special or unique. Nor does it mean that such a believer is equal to Jesus. It simply qualifies such a one to rejoice in the knowledge of the truth of who God is.
On a personal level, the statement of the Lord above allows me to proclaim that I have KNOWN the LORD! Should I abandon that which I know just to please others? Is it more acceptable for me to make others comfortable and risk God believing that I am ashamed of Him? Should I diminish my relationship, or walk, with God for the sake of others? O LORD, I cannot walk away! It is the devil himself who would require me to compromise on knowing my LORD. I cannot forget the testimony of my LORD, or reject the revelations of what God has taught me. I will never ignore my experiences that have brought me this far. I judge no one, but I will not allow the judgment of me by others to cause me to grieve my Lord and my God. O LORD, have mercy on me.
12 Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life. 13 The Pharisees therefore said unto him, Thou bearest record of thyself; thy record is not true. 14 Jesus answered and said unto them, Though I bear record of myself, yet my record is true: for I know whence I came, and whither I go; but ye cannot tell whence I come, and whither I go. 15 Ye judge after the flesh; I judge no man.16 And yet if I judge, my judgment is true: for I am not alone, but I and the Father that sent me. 17 It is also written in your law, that the testimony of two men is true. 18 I am one that bear witness of myself, and the Father that sent me beareth witness of me. 19 Then said they unto him, Where is thy Father? Jesus answered, Ye neither know me, nor my Father: if ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also. 20 These words spake Jesus in the treasury, as he taught in the temple: and no man laid hands on him; for his hour was not yet come. (John 8:12-20)
22 And it was at Jerusalem the feast of the dedication, and it was winter. 23 And Jesus walked in the temple in Solomon’s porch. 24 Then came the Jews round about him, and said unto him, How long dost thou make us to doubt? If thou be the Christ, tell us plainly. 25 Jesus answered them, I told you, and ye believed not: the works that I do in my Father’s name, they bear witness of me. 26 But ye believe not, because ye are not of my sheep, as I said unto you. 27 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: (John 10:22-27)
26 For whosoever shall be ashamed of me and of my words, of him shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he shall come in his own glory, and in his Father’s, and of the holy angels. 27 But I tell you of a truth, there be some standing here, which shall not taste of death, till they see the kingdom of God. (Luke 9:26-27)
There are great blessings in store for all who “follow” the LORD. God seeks the heart of man that He might be glorified. We show no glory to our God when we refuse to follow Him. We MUST love him with all our heart. There is no other way! The scriptures declare that those that truly belong to Jesus are those that have been given to Him by Father God. Because God knows the heart of man and those that are “true” believers, these are the “followers” that cannot be plucked from the hand of GOD. These “followers” are those that will receive eternal life! The disobedient cannot claim the promises of God. We must fall in love with Jesus Christ. Not everyone that says “Lord, Lord” is a follower of the LORD. See scriptures below that rewards those that willingly, without question, “Follow the LORD.”
28 And Jesus said unto them, Verily I say unto you, That ye which have followed me, in the regeneration when the Son of man shall sit in the throne of his glory, ye also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel. 29 And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life. 30 But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first. (Matt 19:28-30)
23 And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.24 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it. 25 For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away? (Luke 9: 23-25)
29 And he said unto them, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the kingdom of God’s sake, 30 Who shall not receive manifold more in this present time, and in the world to come life everlasting. (Luke 18:29-30)
23 And Jesus answered them, saying, The hour is come, that the Son of man should be glorified. 24 Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. 25 He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal. 26 If any man serve me, let him follow me; and where I am, there shall also my servant be: if any man serve me, him will my Father honour. (John 12:23-26)
28 And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand. 29 My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father’s hand. 30 I and my Father are one. (John 10:28-30)
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2022-09-01 11:29:202026-08-11 14:03:00Words of Wisdom: I Am Following Jesus Christ
Dear LORD Almighty, I give you my heart today. I love you, LORD, far greater than mere words can express. Teaching others about your unchanging love reaches far beyond my expressions of love and worship to you. If I am able to shake the vine, Lord, to produce “fruit,” then my soul is at peace. Although selfishly I desire to keep you all to myself, I am comforted by the fact that you are so wide and fill the everlasting space of time that there is no need for me to want you all to myself. Lord, the more I get to know you, the more I realize that every “surrendered” soul can already claim that “it” has total personal access to your Spirit, because it is so! You have no end to your love and what you have to offer. Giving me 100 percent of “You” takes nothing from anyone else and, God, that blows my mind! How could I understand this and not love you completely?
The ways of Satan are evil through and through. There is no light anywhere. The closer I get to you, LORD, the more I see the ways of your enemy, which is now my enemy only because I dared to love you, Lord Jesus, with ALL of my heart. Father, when you sent me to the Christian world to tell it that ¾ of the Christian world is on its way to hell and don’t know it, I believed that it could change. I believed, Lord, that one by one, church by church, when they heard the truth that change would come. I so wanted to believe this. I, even I, wanted to prove to you that change could take place. I thank you, Lord, for those that have listened and those that are yet seeking the truth. Bless them, Lord, and show them the truths that you have shown me so that we can all walk with you hand in hand, Lord Jesus! Show me, Lord, the many truths that you have shown others so that I too can have all of you.
But…O God, the evil that I have seen within the body of Christ! The hatred and bitterness that fills the very pores of the Christian Leaders who dare to be called by your name. I have seen the Ministers and Preachers lurking in the darkness to contrive evil acts against others. I have seen Churches allow Satan to sing and dance in the pulpits and they are clueless to who he is. I have heard the true doctrines of demons being preached to your people and I, Lord, have even seen the Pastors degrading members from the pulpit and preaching to destroy them emotionally with lies and deep deceptions! I set out to show you that there is hope and instead you allowed me to see what you see…Oh how great is the darkness and the evil! How can you love us, LORD God? The stench that comes up to you is great. How do you tolerate our lack of obedience and failure to worship you as God? LORD, have mercy on our souls!
With every revelation of who you are, I am more humbled in your presence knowing that you are the great I AM THAT I AM! To have known “I AM” allows me to stay close to you and never depart. Thank you for the protection you have provided all of my life and particularly over the past week. You know my heart and what I need…always. Thank you, LORD GOD.
I pray now, LORD, for the students and followers of Dissect My Soul Ministries. Keep them grounded and safe. May they grow continuously in perfecting their relationships with you, Father. For those participants that have already joined the “Love Jesus” Movement and those that are yet to join, I pray, God, that you will make the spiritual challenge of falling deeper in love with you as powerful as the Holy Spirit will allow! Help them to know that there is more to loving you than what the world is saying. For this dear Lord, I am grateful. Amen, Amen and AMEN.
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2022-06-01 12:21:112026-08-11 14:04:14Prayers: Have Mercy On Me Lord
My life has been a roller coaster of trials and tribulations over the last few months. The last 7 days have proven to be worse yet. All these things have been allowed by God to teach me how to trust and love Him more. All that I teach, I must first live. When I live it, it then becomes my testimony and no one can alter or cause me to deny that which I have personally endured. I am grateful to God for being my friend. In the midst of all matters of life, I still find the teachings of God to be true and everlasting. If you follow the truths below, you will ALWAYS prevail over darkness. As I endured the darkness that was before me, I followed the steps below which I now pass on to you. Study the scriptures and make them your own. Amen.
Always repent before the Lord…daily. When you pray, assume that you have sinned in some manner, even if you do not know the specifics. This cannot be a routine that is not genuine. It cannot be half-hearted. God will read your heart to see if your repentance is genuine. See the words of Psalm 51 below. Use this as your daily guide with the goal of God restoring a “Clean Heart” within you.
Worship God in spirit and in truth. God is Spirit and is all “Truth.” There is no evil or darkness within Him. God does not need us constantly begging for stuff and things in life. All we need to do is “honestly” Worship Him! See the scriptures below. When we worship God, darkness cannot remain in our lives. True worship is a product of true love.
1 Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions. 2 Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin. 3 For I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever before me. 4 Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest. 5 Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me. 6 Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom. 7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. 8 Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice. 9 Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities. 10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. 11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me. 12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit. 13Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee. 14 Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my salvation: and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness. 15 O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise. 16 For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. 17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. 18 Do good in thy good pleasure unto Zion: build thou the walls of Jerusalem. 19 Then shalt thou be pleased with the sacrifices of righteousness, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering: then shall they offer bullocks upon thine altar. (Psalms 51:1-19)
23 But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. 24 God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth. (John 4:23-24)
17Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you. (John 14:16-17)
13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come. 14 He shall glorify me: for he shall receive of mine, and shall shew it unto you. 15 All things that the Father hath are mine: therefore said I, that he shall take of mine, and shall shew it unto you. (John 16:13-15)
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2022-06-01 11:29:412026-08-11 14:04:54Words of Wisdom: Have Mercy On Me Lord
Dear Heavenly Father, my God and my Lord. I thank you not only for this day in which you have allowed me to breath, to hear, to see, and to understand. I pray that you will protect me throughout my daily journey and my complete walk with you, Lord. Today, dear LORD, I surrender my soul unto you. The more I see…the more I understand. I know that you have given me choices in life and, Sweet God Almighty, I choose you! I want no other choice in life. I understand that I am not capable of choosing correctly for myself. The devil stands watching at the gates of my heart to present me with choices that are against your perfect will for me. I see him, and I hear him, but I will not open my heart to him. The only way, Father, that I can survive is with you! Amen.
On my last Sabbath Day, LORD, as I studied your word, prayed and worshiped you, God, I gained added light into the degree of evil that surrounds this world. How great is this evil! All the wisdom of this world does not compare to even a single element of what you give to those that Love YOU, dear Lord. The foolishness of our hearts and our evil imaginations are only evil in your sight as the Almighty God. When we begin to think that we are in control of our own destiny, we have already lost the battle. When we believe that we have gotten away with a particular sinful act, we fool ourselves, as you, God, cannot be deceived. Evil lurks nearby delighted that we have been such an easy prey. O God, have mercy on us!
You protect us when we have no knowledge that we need to be protected. Please, Lord; continue to identify the things for which we must pray. Search our hearts and know that we want you and YOU alone. Search my heart, Heavenly Father, and KNOW that I am yours. Remove, LORD, all things that might stand between you and me and that might deny me access to your Presence, Dear God. I give you all of me today, yet again. I do not trust what I see or hear. I only trust you, LORD. It is your truth and your understanding that guides me along this treacherous journey of life. Thank you for your Mercy and your Grace. I pray that the Holy Ghost Spirit will dwell this day within my total being. I am treading on dangerous ground and evil is all around. Every step I take, I take in faith that Wisdom is with me. I understand that because of my love for you, dear LORD, that your enemies have become my enemies. I know that the first and last layer of protection for me is wrapped up in Wisdom! How great is your Wisdom, my God. I will not be moved by the angry gestures, or the awful visions of destruction. I place my soul and my spirit into the hands of you as my LORD and Savior. Amen.
Bless the members of DMSM and the students that pass our way. Give them the right mind and heart to serve you this day. Let them know that you truly are God! Amen, Amen and AMEN.
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2022-03-01 12:18:592026-08-11 14:05:48Prayers: Evil is Everywhere
Dear Christian Friends, know that God, the Almighty God, loves you and me! Have you ever “Considered” life without God? Looking at the world alone without the presence of God…where would we be? True Believers are to live by the words of the LORD. We cannot govern our existence here on earth without submitting our hearts unto the LORD. Many say that they know the Lord, and do not. Others say they can live sinful lives and still be saved, but the word of God does not support this view.
Let us prayerfully study the Word and make a conscious choice to find our way to the throne of God. Become a character in the story as you “Consider” the scriptures below:
Every word of God is pure: he is a shield unto them that put their trust in him. (Prov 30:5)
Look unto me, and be ye saved, all the ends of the earth: for I am God, and there is none else. I have sworn by myself, the word is gone out of my mouth in righteousness, and shall not return, That unto me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear. (Isaiah 45:22-23)
Thy word is true from the beginning: and every one of thy righteous judgments endureth for ever. (Psalms 119:160)
I have refrained my feet from every evil way, that I might keep thy word. (Psalms 119:101)
But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God. (Matt 4:4)
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2021-09-01 11:29:362026-08-11 14:09:19Words of Wisdom: Considered
Dear Heavenly Father, my God Almighty, this day I submit my will unto thee. I ask for forgiveness, Lord God, for anything that I might have said or done against thee. Today I honor and worship you, O Lord.
Today, God, I saw a very interesting thing. I saw a thing that has caused me to worship you even more. Please help me understand, Lord Jesus. I was traveling on the interstate in a mountainous area. As a passenger in the car, I found myself “considering” the mountains, the sky, the clouds, and the wind! O Lord, have mercy on my soul.
As the mountains loomed ahead and around, I saw a shadow slowly cover the major hilltops. Some of the mountains were greatly lightened with brightness, but, O God, there was a “shadow” that covered a major portion of the hilltop. I looked into the sky to see what was visible that could be casting such a strange shadow. There was no cloud nearby. In fact, there were no clouds…except a small oddly shaped figure in the sky above. It stood afar off from the hilltop, as if gazing on from the inside out. The closer I drew nearer to the mountains, the darker and more pronounced the shadow became. Though my natural mind saw nothing out of the ordinary, my inner spirit began to reveal much more. I instantly knew that a war was raging in the spiritual realm! Lord, I did not understand. All I knew was that your wonders of the world continue to amaze me.
As I entered the backside of the mountain, the most incredible sight was hovering over the top of the mountain. It was a cloud…a very unusual cloud. It was oval-shaped and had multiple layers that stacked upon each other. It looked almost transparent as if each layer stood alone yet was mingled as one. It was not very big, but it was the source of the shadow that was covering the mountain side! The wind was blowing profusely and leaves on the nearby trees were waving in the wind. It was truly an amazing sight, Dear Lord!
What did I see? How could it affect one part of the mountain and not the other? This whole experience helped me to see, once again, that the things we trust in this world may or may not be worthy of our trust. The things created by you for mankind to rely upon, we forsake. Forgive me, Father, for my rejection of you in any way. I might not ever understand the experience I had, but I will forever be grateful that you continue day by day to perfect the things around us. Thank you, LORD God, for your love and protection.
Teach me, Lord, always. Help me to remain open to all that you have. Pour your Holy Spirit within my mind and help me to always be open to your wisdom, Father. I pray, Lord God, for Dissect My Soul members, students, and followers. Strengthen them, Lord, each day. They are seeking your presence, Lord, so that we might ALL be in one accord with you. You know my heart and my prayer for each of them individually, so I pray that your perfect will can prevail in our lives. We know, Lord God, that it is through your perfect will that we are able to stand. Amen, Amen and Amen.
Dear Believers in Christ Jesus. NEVER take God for granted. He is our only hope in all things. His arms are outstretched and waiting for us all to love Him unconditionally. Please read and consider the words below. He who hath an ear to hear, let him hear what the Lord is saying. Amen.
6 That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. 7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. 8 The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit. (John 3:6-8)
God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth. (John 4:24)
Dead things are formed from under the waters, and the inhabitants thereof. 6 Hell is naked before him, and destruction hath no covering. 7 He stretcheth out the north over the empty place, and hangeth the earth upon nothing. 8 He bindeth up the waters in his thick clouds; and the cloud is not rent under them. 9 He holdeth back the face of his throne, and spreadeth his cloud upon it. 10 He hath compassed the waters with bounds, until the day and night come to an end. 11 The pillars of heaven tremble and are astonished at his reproof. 12 He divideth the sea with his power, and by his understanding he smiteth through the proud. 13 By his spirit he hath garnished the heavens; his hand hath formed the crooked serpent. 14 Lo, these are parts of his ways: but how little a portion is heard of him? but the thunder of his power who can understand? (Job 26:5-14)
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2021-06-01 11:29:272026-08-11 14:12:01Words of Wisdom: Clouds
Today, God spoke an awesome truth that, although I knew, I realized I did not know it as God wanted me to know and understand it. I now share this teaching with you. You might receive the words with your mind and miss the blessing, so seek the face of God for the true spiritual implications of the referenced scriptures and explanation provided.
A portion of my study today was in Deuteronomy 26. This led me to other chapters about the intent of God and the role He expects to play in our lives. It has never been the intent of God for Him to simply be the God of our fathers, but rather that He should be Our God! He made the first correction of this problem with the Israelites as presented in the study of the book of Deuteronomy. Even before we accept Him as our God, He showers us with His Love and protection. Then…He expects us to make a choice as He did with Israel. We have to make a choice to accept or reject Him as our God. When we choose God as OUR God, we enter into a covenant relationship with Him as Father and Keeper of our souls. This covenant relationship hinges on our willingness to repent and obey His laws.
God had to move Israel from a dependent relationship with Him to a personal relationship of choice. Those who agreed to repent and obey became his people, and He became their God! This new relationship allowed them to enter into a covenant with God whereby they became beneficiaries of the blessings or curses explained.
As we read the holy scriptures today, we face the same choices. We must look at the bible as a detailed “history” of the workings of God as He dealt with His people. We see many gods spoken of in the bible, and we have to decide what we believe and do not believe. If we conclude that Jehovah God is GOD, we must “choose” Him as our God. When we choose Him, He requires of us the same thing as He did with Israel. We must accept His “Truths” as our way of life. We must agree to follow and obey His Truths. We must repent if we have failed to follow Him after knowing what we should do! When we repent, He searches the heart to see if our words are valid. It is the heart that is judged and not the mouth. When we are true to God, He grants us the right to be called the “children of God.” As you expect your earthly children to follow and obey you, so it is with our LORD.
All relationships with God hinge upon the truthfulness of our repentant hearts. The promises of the bible do not belong to us until we become “People of God” and He becomes our GOD! In addition to the scriptures below, please read, study, and pray through Deuteronomy 26-31. Amen.
Scripture References:
5 This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. 6 If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth: 7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. 8 If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. 9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 10 If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. (1 John 1:5-10)
1 Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not. 2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is. 3 And every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himself, even as he is pure. 4 Whosoever committeth sin transgresseth also the law: for sin is the transgression of the law. 5 And ye know that he was manifested to take away our sins; and in him is no sin. 6 Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him, neither known him. 7 Little children, let no man deceive you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is righteous. 8 He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil. 9 Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God. 10 In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother. (1 John 3:1-10)
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2021-03-01 21:05:572026-08-11 14:12:30Words of Wisdom: Children of God
Mark 12:30 And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment.
The Bible teaches us many things, but there is one penetrating theme that is echoed throughout…Love the LORD God with ALL your heart! This principle is spoken of by most believers who declare that they practice this love continuously. The problem is that most of the Christian world is clueless to what it means to truly love God or to surrender the whole heart. We have become accustomed to saying things which conform to the scripture without experiencing what is required. I personally judge no one and simply state that which God Himself has revealed.
To truly grasp the understanding of what it means to surrender the whole heart to the LORD, we must understand the spiritual world. We must know that things are not as they seem or evidenced by what we see with our natural eyes. What we see is not always what is! There is an enemy of God whose purpose is to confuse us and draw us away from the truth of who God is. This enemy is the Devil, Satan, and/or all forces of evil. Again, without a clear experience of the holy spiritual realm, my comments will not be materialized in your hearts.
Know for a certainty that God created mankind to forever be in His presence; to rely on Him always. The evil forces of this world have taught man to not trust God by teaching self-reliance. Remember, Satan is all about Self! When you find yourself acting upon what is best for you alone, step back and question your motives. Always seek the face of the LORD God. Even if you do not have a personal relationship with the LORD and don’t know how to proceed, if you honestly want to know who He is, just ask. God WILL respond to all honest requests to know Him. I promise you…I guarantee you…, if you honestly and truly seek the LORD to develop a personal relationship with Him, it will be granted! Your request will be judged by God alone based on the contents and desires of your heart. What you proclaim with your mouth will not be received if the words spoken are not equivalent to what’s in the heart. God alone will discern the intent of the heart. Give the LORD your heart today and live the life you were created to live!
Be Blessed Always…
https://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.png00Minister Zelma McKinneyhttps://dissectmysoul.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/11/6redo1-copy8-300x84.pngMinister Zelma McKinney2020-03-21 18:38:332026-08-11 14:13:32Thoughts: LORD, I Give You My Whole Heart For The Rest Of My Life