Tag Archive for: Seeking God

Thoughts: Trusting God Never Fails

words faith, hope, love

I know the LORD and trust Him with all of my heart, all of my mind, all of my soul, AND with all of my strength! This is not hyperbole but is buried deep within my soul. I can honestly say that every promise God has ever made me during my lifetime has been fulfilled. Through the years, I have maintained faith in God’s promises and held to my faith in uncertainty only because God, the LORD, had spoken.

The Faith Journey I embarked upon has been the best thing in my life. First, He allowed me to KNOW Him and then HEAR His voice! Next, He taught me how to TRUST Him and ultimately how to OBEY Him! There has been so much learned along the way. PEACE is underrated until you have experienced the PEACE of the great “I AM THAT I AM.” Through this incredible journey, I fell madly, radically in love with God! Loving Jesus brings clarity to ALL matters.

Over thirty years ago, God commissioned me to write a book. Of course, I said yes and started to write even though I knew nothing about getting a book published. God assured me that He knew everything that I needed to know. Even though the years have passed, I continued to trust God. I even realized that my students often laughed at my insistence that “God said it and I believe it.” I eventually wrote that book, which will be published on Wednesday, May 7th, 2025! Please read the messages that are included. Trust the revelations provided, no matter how they appear to the natural mind. We are spiritual beings and we must follow in spirit and truth! The book is called, “A Call from God for Change.”

He said it, I believed it, and God delivered! Thank you, LORD God, my Savior and my very best Friend! Now, to all Christians, Trust God at all times. Feed your faith daily by seeking His face and avoiding the enemy’s whispers in your ears. Guard your spirit always before the Lord.

Prayers: Wisdom

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear Lord, my God.  How awesome is your Word!  You are faithful beyond belief.  I praise your name in the midst of my pain.  I present my heart to you, dear Heavenly Father, asking all over again that you stand by me forever.  The more I learn, the more I know that I cannot make it in this world without you.  My days, my weeks, and even my months, LORD, are all rolling together…I realize how insignificant I am to your master plan for my life.  I find myself looking at life events pass by knowing that I have no control.  The only thing that I can do is trust you, Lord.  How helpless are my hands!  How weak are my limbs.  My mind and thoughts are racing back and forth.  When I try to hold on, I find that I am falling away!  When I try to let go, I see you close by!  What is this, Lord?  How do I manage? Today I know, and tomorrow I wonder.  How can all of this be?  That which my eyes see, my mind cannot comprehend.  O Lord, my God, how glorious are your teachings.  Fear surrounds me and yet I will not stop.  I remember all that you have said and done.  I am considering you, LORD.  This revelation alone holds me closely in your midst.

As I look through the lens of life that you have given me, I hurt so badly.  Sometimes, Father, I hurt so deeply inside that I find myself helpless.  Why, God, does it have to be?  If we all know and love you the way we claim to know you, and love you, then why is the world…the Christian world in such a crisis?  Why do we follow our own hearts and resist your precious Holy Spirit?  As I read your Word, I see a Loving God that is always pleading for the created souls to return to you and accept your love.  The world is so wrapped up in the natural things that are seen and have no clear eyes to see who you truly are!  Please help us, Lord!  Help me, Lord God. Let the Holy Ghost power of your Spirit possess my soul.  Let Wisdom control my every thought.  Mold me, Lord, into whatever you desire.  Today, Lord, I rededicate my all to serving you.  No matter how difficult the road, and how dark the way…I will follow!  I will follow you to the end, as I absolutely surrender my heart to you! Help me, Lord, to hold on to your unchanging hand.  I am strengthened by your presence and your love.  No matter what I see, I know you will never leave me and for that I say thank you, LORD God Almighty.  Amen, Amen, and AMEN.

Words of Wisdom: Vanity of Vanities

Words of Encouragement and Consecration:

Many declare that they desire the wisdom of God.  True Wisdom brings revelation knowledge directly from the LORD.  God has revealed many mysteries of His Holy Word to me.  Some were very frightening indeed.  As I fearfully pondered one such mystery, God consoled my soul by explaining that it was what I needed to know in order to move forward as His Messenger.  He asked me to read the scriptures that are shown below.  He pointed out to me that I was not alone in what I had discovered, and that when King Solomon discovered the same mystery.  He too, was distraught to the point that he declared, “Vanity of Vanities, all is Vanity.”  He, like I, came to know and understand that even in the midst of the darkest and most dangerous journeys, God never leaves us alone.  We never become lonely, and He always brings us to a place of safety and peace.  In our lack of understanding and fear, we ultimately conclude that our minds and knowledge are insufficient in trying to cope with what awaits all those that do not love God.

In all that you do, Trust God.  There is nothing good in this life outside of God.  There is no existence or survival without God on your side.  Make Him your everyday companion.  Seek Him every second of the day!  He will teach you how to worship Him in Spirit and in Truth…and as One.  Amen.

Scripture Reference: Eccl 1:12-18

12 I the Preacher was king over Israel in Jerusalem. 13 And I gave my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all things that are done under heaven: this sore travail hath God given to the sons of man to be exercised therewith. 14 I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit. 15 That which is crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered. 16 I communed with mine own heart, saying, Lo, I am come to great estate, and have gotten more wisdom than all they that have been before me in Jerusalem: yea, my heart had great experience of wisdom and knowledge. 17 And I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit. 18 For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.

Prayers: Tolerance Is Not Allowed

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father, My LORD, and My God.  Thank you for yet another opportunity to praise your name.  I thank you, LORD, for holding me and guiding me down this dark road of confusion.  I am grateful for that which I do know as it is your everlasting truth that keeps me grounded.  Thank you, LORD!

The world is filled with tolerance.  This has become a way of getting along with each other. O God, help us to see that this really is a way for the devil to push us into phases of compromise to abandon your will!  O Father God, how excellent is your Wisdom, Knowledge, and Understanding.  I am grateful to know, LORD, that the playing field for all created Souls is equal.  How sad it would be, Lord, for you to cherish one race over another or to promote one gender as superior to another!  How sad, LORD, would we all be if you gave more wisdom to the rich and famous than you offer to the ordinary man or woman or the poor.  Your love reaches all walks of life and spreads itself wide and long as it wraps around the universe.  For this I say thank you, Father God!  Your love is not for sale.  But…we must belong to you, having come with a willing mind.  Your truths are everlasting and the “tolerance” offered by your enemy is only for a season.  Thank you, LORD, for being my God!

Your Wisdom is tied to the Holy Ghost and the Holy Ghost is Wisdom.  They are a part of you AND all of you.  Your Wisdom is available to all who seek to know you.  Teach me, LORD.  I want to know ALL things that are you.  I want not only to know, but I want to “Understand” everything about you.  For those who laugh and mock my love and devotion for you and my willingness to obey without a natural reason, I say, “so let it be, dear LORD.”  I have discovered that there is nothing that I can imagine placing ahead of you. You have tried me, LORD, and you have tested my faith and found me to be deserving of your love.  I, too, have considered the world and all it has to offer and I have chosen you.  All safety is found in you, my God.  All love flourishes because of you!

Your requests to me and all who claim to love you are few.  All you desire, Sweet Jesus, is our love.  How wonderful you are that you do not make us love you or beg us to love you. Yet, you continue to plead with us to open our eyes, see who you are, and understand what you are offering.  O Lord, you have given us amazing free will to accept or reject your love. Today, LORD God, I proclaim loudly for all to hear that I again choose you!  I understand your lack of tolerance for our sinfulness.  If we are to be yours, we must truly follow you and give up our wicked ways.  We must not follow others, but follow you only, Lord God.  Help me, LORD, to follow you only day by day.

Dear Father, I pray now for Dissect My Soul Ministries.  Thank you, Lord, for trusting me with your missions.  I say, “Yes, LORD,” even with the recognition that I have no idea of how to carry out your plans.  I am so grateful that you guide me continuously.  I don’t need to know why or how.  I just need you to guide me and lead the way.  May your everlasting mercy shine upon all the students you have sent my way.  May your blessings of protection fall around all participants in the “Love Jesus” Movement.  Tonight, I praise your HOLY NAME.  Amen.

Words of Wisdom: Tolerance Is Not Allowed

Words of Encouragement:

We have been taught by the world that “tolerance” is a good thing.  We have come to understand that we must be willing to give and take or to compromise for the overall good of those with whom we live, work, or play.  It is through compromise that Satan moves in our hearts to distort our views of right and wrong and ultimately offers us a “new” form of righteousness that is not of God.  God has taught me that His ways are not negotiable.  He is not democratic.  And more to the point, He is NOT tolerant of sin!  This is not to say that we will not make mistakes.  We will, and we do.  However, we must come before God with a truly repentant heart and seek forgiveness from the Lord. He will not listen to our spoken words, but will look into our hearts for our true intent instead.  There He will find the truth!  With this truth, if we are indeed truly repentant, He washes away the stains of our sins and continues to grant us access to His presence.

As you read and “pray the scriptures” below as you have been taught by me…look for the words of truth spoken by God to King Solomon.  He loved him unconditionally, BUT He was clear with His expectations of him and all the people of Israel.  God refused to tolerate sin or disobedience.  He does not want or need our false prayers and sacrifices without us giving Him total access to our hearts.  He does not need us to partially dedicate our lives to Him…He wants ALL of our hearts!  He does not need our songs of praise…He wants ALL of our hearts!

Scripture for Consecration:

After King Solomon had completed the building of the Temple for God, look at what the people and God did. (vs 1-11).

God’s Reaction to Solomon’s prayer after the dedication of the temple. God will NOT be mocked and is an ALL consuming Fire as verified by the scriptures below:

1 Now when Solomon had made an end of praying, the fire came down from heaven, and consumed the burnt offering and the sacrifices; and the glory of the Lord filled the house. 2 And the priests could not enter into the house of the Lord, because the glory of the Lord had filled the Lord’s house. 3 And when all the children of Israel saw how the fire came down, and the glory of the Lord upon the house, they bowed themselves with their faces to the ground upon the pavement, and worshipped, and praised the Lord, saying, For he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever. 4 Then the king and all the people offered sacrifices before the Lord. 5 And king Solomon offered a sacrifice of twenty and two thousand oxen, and an hundred and twenty thousand sheep: so the king and all the people dedicated the house of God. 6 And the priests waited on their offices: the Levites also with instruments of musick of the Lord, which David the king had made to praise the Lord, because his mercy endureth for ever, when David praised by their ministry; and the priests sounded trumpets before them, and all Israel stood. 7 Moreover Solomon hallowed the middle of the court that was before the house of the Lord: for there he offered burnt offerings, and the fat of the peace offerings, because the brasen altar which Solomon had made was not able to receive the burnt offerings, and the meat offerings, and the fat. 8 Also at the same time Solomon kept the feast seven days, and all Israel with him, a very great congregation, from the entering in of Hamath unto the river of Egypt. 9 And in the eighth day they made a solemn assembly: for they kept the dedication of the altar seven days, and the feast seven days. 10 And on the three and twentieth day of the seventh month he sent the people away into their tents, glad and merry in heart for the goodness that the Lord had shewed unto David, and to Solomon, and to Israel his people. 11 Thus Solomon finished the house of the Lord, and the king’s house: and all that came into Solomon’s heart to make in the house of the Lord, and in his own house, he prosperously effected.

God knew the heart of the people and He then made sure King Solomon understood.  He explained that He had indeed heard the great prayer offered by King Solomon and saw the many sacrifices offered for the establishment of the new temple that was built for the Lord. BUT, He still made it plain that He was NOT tolerant of sin!  The promises of God are true, but there are conditions to be met.  O LORD, have mercy on our souls.  Be wise in your reading and understanding of these scriptures.

God appears to Solomon and gives him some conditional promises

12 And the Lord appeared to Solomon by night, and said unto him, I have heard thy prayer, and have chosen this place to myself for an house of sacrifice. 13 If I shut up heaven that there be no rain, or if I command the locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among my people; 14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. 15 Now mine eyes shall be open, and mine ears attent unto the prayer that is made in this place. 16 For now have I chosen and sanctified this house, that my name may be there for ever: and mine eyes and mine heart shall be there perpetually. 17 And as for thee, if thou wilt walk before me, as David thy father walked, and do according to all that I have commanded thee, and shalt observe my statutes and my judgments; 18 Then will I stablish the throne of thy kingdom, according as I have covenanted with David thy father, saying, There shall not fail thee a man to be ruler in Israel 19 But if ye turn away, and forsake my statutes and my commandments, which I have set before you, and shall go and serve other gods, and worship them; 20 Then will I pluck them up by the roots out of my land which I have given them; and this house, which I have sanctified for my name, will I cast out of my sight, and will make it to be a proverb and a byword among all nations. 21 And this house, which is high, shall be an astonishment to every one that passeth by it; so that he shall say, Why hath the Lord done thus unto this land, and unto this house? 22 And it shall be answered, Because they forsook the Lord God of their fathers, which brought them forth out of the land of Egypt, and laid hold on other gods, and worshipped them, and served them: therefore hath he brought all this evil upon them.  (2 Chron 7:1-22)

Prayers: The Love of God Almighty

God Hear Our Prayer:

May all evil spirits be bound in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ as this Prayer is read.

Dear Heavenly Father, how great is your name; how amazing is your Wisdom; how Powerful is your Love!  Every day you “stir up”my mind, my heart, and my soul and reveal even yet a deeper part of your Wisdom.  Thank you, LORD!  The depth of the name “Dissect My Soul” is overwhelming to my tiny little spirit.  I received the name and I ran with it, LORD, just as you asked.  I knew that it removed all the impurities and prepared my heart to be one with you, LORD God.  But, O My Savior, my Friend, it is so much more!  I now see, LORD, that until the heart of man is “dissected, changed, or altered” from its original state, that your love cannot penetrate.  You want to possess our souls completely. You, Lord Jesus, want to be one with us as God is one with you!  You, O Lord, want to guide and direct us as God, the Father, guided and directed you while you were on earth.  The same love you received as you fulfilled the mission of God is the love you are prepared to pass on to all that will receive you.  To receive your love, Lord, is to obey you and submit unto you.  Amen.

Help me, Sweet Jesus, to surrender all of me to you each day.  Help me to move forward every second of my day submitting my will unto you so that your perfect will can be done in my life.  Help me, Lord, to obey you because I am in Love with you and not because it is the “Christian” thing to do.  Help me, O God, to look beyond me and always see you.  Let my meditations, motivation, and my heart’s desire be surrendered unto you forever and always. Please, LORD God, Dissect My Soul!  I know, LORD, that I cannot do these things for myself.  I cannot save me, O LORD.  I cannot perfect my ways and submit my mind in any way.  It is you, O God, that MUST perfect me.  I am incomplete without you, and I am “perfect” with you.  How grievous is the sound to my ear that says we cannot achieve perfection in this life.  God forbid and have mercy on us all, Lord God!  Would you allow the Holy Scriptures to declare that I can be perfect, LORD, and they not be available to me?  Is this a mind game, Lord Jesus?  O how I trust your every word.  Amen.  How true are your promises, LORD God!  When you dissected my soul, you taught me how to trust you and to lean absolutely on you and you alone.  You created a holy union between my sprit and your Holy Spirit.  You then filled me with the Holy Ghost.  It is the Holy Ghost that has your everlasting love.  This love then flows from the Holy Ghost into me!  It is this Holy Ghost power that regenerates my spirit.  It is the Holy Ghost “Love” that gives me new life and the ability to declare that I am born again!  I am not clean enough or pure enough, and never will be, to approach you alone.  I must be filled with Your Holy Ghost.  O God, how marvelous are your teachings and your wonders.  It is through the Holy Ghost that I become filled with your love!  These things are all products of obedience to your will.  They result from me giving you total and complete access to my heart and my very existence.  O LORD, I have had the key all along and have not used it to the capacity for which it was intended.  Forgive me, Lord Jesus.  I accept you as my Lord and Savior and as my very best friend.  I will go forward in your wonderful name declaring to all that will listen that you are calling, begging us to allow you to dissect our souls.  Amen!

Father God, do I back down?  Do I erase these words that highlight my personal walk with you, LORD?  Should I be fearful of those who will say that I am claiming to be better or greater than others?  That, dear God, is not what I am saying.  Do I abandon what you teach me and reveal to me in order for others to feel better about themselves?  My prayer is to you, O God!  It is you that I fear and obey.  It is you that I love with all of my heart.  O LORD God, Dissect My Soul!  Help me, LORD, to carry out your mission and fear not the forward looks of the enemy.  I stand in the strength and the power of the Holy Ghost.

I pray, Lord, for all those that might read this prayer.  I pray, Lord, that they will understand and receive.  I ask, Lord Jesus, that you penetrate their understanding and pierce even the lining of the covering that leads to the soul itself.  There, there, O God, I pray that you will perform your spiritual surgery to make them…and make me more complete in you. Take us all beyond where we are and help us to know that you and you alone are God.  Bind Satan and all the followers of evil so that your people might be free.  Let all who read this, Father, be set free to worship you in spirit and in truth!  May the Holy Spirit of God be forever praised and worshipped. Amen, Amen and AMEN!

Words of Wisdom: Seeking Thee in Prayer

Scripture Reference for Consecration:

Pray the scriptures as if you are one of the characters in the story. God will look into your heart for truth and honesty in the words you pray.  He opens His arms to acknowledge and receive worship from all who seek Him.  Study the whole chapter of the scriptures below.  Place yourself in the story as the main character.  Listen to what God has to say to you.  Amen.

And he went out to meet Asa, and said unto him, Hear ye me, Asa, and all Judah and Benjamin; The Lord is with you, while ye be with him; and if ye seek him, he will be found of you; but if ye forsake him, he will forsake you. (2 Chron 15:2)

 10 Glory ye in his holy name: let the heart of them rejoice that seek the Lord. 11 Seek the Lord and his strength, seek his face continually. (1 Chron 16:10-11)

And he did evil, because he prepared not his heart to seek the Lord. (2 Chron 12:14)

Prayers: Praise and Worship In the Presence of God

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father, O how I love you, Lord God!  The deeper my love for you becomes, the more I realize that I do not know you…not ALL of you! You are more than a mind can ever imagine. Continue to stretch my understanding and my love for you on every level, my LORD.  With every revelation of who you are, the more I realize the vastness of your being.  Only a God that is God can be so multifaceted.  There is nothing common about you.  With every round of glory exposed, there is yet 100 more rounds to go!  How awesome you are, Dear LORD.  Thank you for your teachings and presence in my life.  When I am with you at the start of each day, I want nothing but to stay in your presence forever and worship you as God.  How great is the sweet savor of your breath and the all-blinding glow of your righteousness.  When you push me away to begin my day, it is always with the assurance that you will remain present every second and guide me as I go.  I leave “drunk” from your holy presence and find that it takes time to gather myself to visually see and understand where I am!  Worshipping you, LORD, reaches deep into my Soul!  O Lord, Dissect My Soul.  I offer this prayer, Lord, for all those that read it and especially for those that accept the words in their hearts as their own prayer to you.  Amen.

I pray, Heavenly Father, that the students received the wisdom that you provided yesterday as revealed from the book of Deuteronomy.  I have read this book so many times, but never received it as I did yesterday.  Thank you, Lord, for always knowing what we need at specific times in our lives.  I surrender my heart and soul to you this day and accept you all over again as the greatest love of my life.  Have mercy on me, Father God.

Continue to bless the disciples of Dissect My Soul Ministries and all its followers and students. Particularly bless the people that have joined our “Love Jesus” Movement.  Help us, LORD, and guide us in uniting the whole world in loving you completely.  Teach us to worship you in truth and in spirit as you have commanded.  It is your requirement that we love you in this way, Father, since you are Spirit!  The words of the Holy Scriptures prove that this demand is critical to developing an intimate relationship with you since you communicate with us ONLY by Spirit to spirit.  When our spirit communicates with your Spirit, we then become one with you, Lord.  Thank you, Father, that there is no other way.  Thank you that the way to you has been made available for all people.  The race, color, or gender does not matter.  Every created soul can find you if it chooses to, and every soul can fall in love with you, if such a one is willing to succumb to your perfect will!  Thank you for the assurance that you are willing to be the God of all that are willing to “be your people.”  Keep me as your people, LORD, and please remain as My GOD!  Amen, Amen and AMEN.

Prayers: Have Mercy On Me Lord

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear LORD Almighty, I give you my heart today.  I love you, LORD, far greater than mere words can express.  Teaching others about your unchanging love reaches far beyond my expressions of love and worship to you.  If I am able to shake the vine, Lord, to produce “fruit,” then my soul is at peace.  Although selfishly I desire to keep you all to myself, I am comforted by the fact that you are so wide and fill the everlasting space of time that there is no need for me to want you all to myself.  Lord, the more I get to know you, the more I realize that every “surrendered” soul can already claim that “it” has total personal access to your Spirit, because it is so!  You have no end to your love and what you have to offer.  Giving me 100 percent of “You” takes nothing from anyone else and, God, that blows my mind!  How could I understand this and not love you completely?

The ways of Satan are evil through and through.  There is no light anywhere.  The closer I get to you, LORD, the more I see the ways of your enemy, which is now my enemy only because I dared to love you, Lord Jesus, with ALL of my heart.  Father, when you sent me to the Christian world to tell it that ¾ of the Christian world is on its way to hell and don’t know it, I believed that it could change.  I believed, Lord, that one by one, church by church, when they heard the truth that change would come.  I so wanted to believe this.  I, even I, wanted to prove to you that change could take place.  I thank you, Lord, for those that have listened and those that are yet seeking the truth.  Bless them, Lord, and show them the truths that you have shown me so that we can all walk with you hand in hand, Lord Jesus!  Show me, Lord, the many truths that you have shown others so that I too can have all of you.

But…O God, the evil that I have seen within the body of Christ!  The hatred and bitterness that fills the very pores of the Christian Leaders who dare to be called by your name.  I have seen the Ministers and Preachers lurking in the darkness to contrive evil acts against others.  I have seen Churches allow Satan to sing and dance in the pulpits and they are clueless to who he is.  I have heard the true doctrines of demons being preached to your people and I, Lord, have even seen the Pastors degrading members from the pulpit and preaching to destroy them emotionally with lies and deep deceptions!  I set out to show you that there is hope and instead you allowed me to see what you see…Oh how great is the darkness and the evil!  How can you love us, LORD God?  The stench that comes up to you is great.  How do you tolerate our lack of obedience and failure to worship you as God?  LORD, have mercy on our souls!

With every revelation of who you are, I am more humbled in your presence knowing that you are the great I AM THAT I AM!  To have known “I AM” allows me to stay close to you and never depart.  Thank you for the protection you have provided all of my life and particularly over the past week.  You know my heart and what I need…always.  Thank you, LORD GOD.

I pray now, LORD, for the students and followers of Dissect My Soul Ministries.  Keep them grounded and safe.  May they grow continuously in perfecting their relationships with you, Father.  For those participants that have already joined the “Love Jesus” Movement and those that are yet to join, I pray, God, that you will make the spiritual challenge of falling deeper in love with you as powerful as the Holy Spirit will allow!  Help them to know that there is more to loving you than what the world is saying. For this dear Lord, I am grateful. Amen, Amen and AMEN.