Tag Archive for: Relationship with God

Thoughts: Trusting God Never Fails

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I know the LORD and trust Him with all of my heart, all of my mind, all of my soul, AND with all of my strength! This is not hyperbole but is buried deep within my soul. I can honestly say that every promise God has ever made me during my lifetime has been fulfilled. Through the years, I have maintained faith in God’s promises and held to my faith in uncertainty only because God, the LORD, had spoken.

The Faith Journey I embarked upon has been the best thing in my life. First, He allowed me to KNOW Him and then HEAR His voice! Next, He taught me how to TRUST Him and ultimately how to OBEY Him! There has been so much learned along the way. PEACE is underrated until you have experienced the PEACE of the great “I AM THAT I AM.” Through this incredible journey, I fell madly, radically in love with God! Loving Jesus brings clarity to ALL matters.

Over thirty years ago, God commissioned me to write a book. Of course, I said yes and started to write even though I knew nothing about getting a book published. God assured me that He knew everything that I needed to know. Even though the years have passed, I continued to trust God. I even realized that my students often laughed at my insistence that “God said it and I believe it.” I eventually wrote that book, which will be published on Wednesday, May 7th, 2025! Please read the messages that are included. Trust the revelations provided, no matter how they appear to the natural mind. We are spiritual beings and we must follow in spirit and truth! The book is called, “A Call from God for Change.”

He said it, I believed it, and God delivered! Thank you, LORD God, my Savior and my very best Friend! Now, to all Christians, Trust God at all times. Feed your faith daily by seeking His face and avoiding the enemy’s whispers in your ears. Guard your spirit always before the Lord.

Prayers: Wisdom

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear Lord, my God.  How awesome is your Word!  You are faithful beyond belief.  I praise your name in the midst of my pain.  I present my heart to you, dear Heavenly Father, asking all over again that you stand by me forever.  The more I learn, the more I know that I cannot make it in this world without you.  My days, my weeks, and even my months, LORD, are all rolling together…I realize how insignificant I am to your master plan for my life.  I find myself looking at life events pass by knowing that I have no control.  The only thing that I can do is trust you, Lord.  How helpless are my hands!  How weak are my limbs.  My mind and thoughts are racing back and forth.  When I try to hold on, I find that I am falling away!  When I try to let go, I see you close by!  What is this, Lord?  How do I manage? Today I know, and tomorrow I wonder.  How can all of this be?  That which my eyes see, my mind cannot comprehend.  O Lord, my God, how glorious are your teachings.  Fear surrounds me and yet I will not stop.  I remember all that you have said and done.  I am considering you, LORD.  This revelation alone holds me closely in your midst.

As I look through the lens of life that you have given me, I hurt so badly.  Sometimes, Father, I hurt so deeply inside that I find myself helpless.  Why, God, does it have to be?  If we all know and love you the way we claim to know you, and love you, then why is the world…the Christian world in such a crisis?  Why do we follow our own hearts and resist your precious Holy Spirit?  As I read your Word, I see a Loving God that is always pleading for the created souls to return to you and accept your love.  The world is so wrapped up in the natural things that are seen and have no clear eyes to see who you truly are!  Please help us, Lord!  Help me, Lord God. Let the Holy Ghost power of your Spirit possess my soul.  Let Wisdom control my every thought.  Mold me, Lord, into whatever you desire.  Today, Lord, I rededicate my all to serving you.  No matter how difficult the road, and how dark the way…I will follow!  I will follow you to the end, as I absolutely surrender my heart to you! Help me, Lord, to hold on to your unchanging hand.  I am strengthened by your presence and your love.  No matter what I see, I know you will never leave me and for that I say thank you, LORD God Almighty.  Amen, Amen, and AMEN.

Words of Wisdom: Wisdom

Words of Wisdom and Scripture:

Greetings to all.  Over the past month, I have experienced the love and protection of the LORD like never before.  I have been tried and tested beyond measure, and yet am I standing.  I found myself in situations of confusion, hurt, and harm with no way out and nowhere to go.  Everything that I have ever believed was challenged.  I found that I could not pray and I could not even read the Word of God.  All I could do was “remember.”  I remembered that I had a God that loves me more than words can ever express!  I remembered that God promised me that He would always be with me and would never leave me!  I could not see Him…I could not hear Him, and O how my soul ached for His arms.  But…I could remember.  I held on to the power of the mystery of WISDOM.  I remembered that God had already given me understanding of the meaning, relevance and power of WISDOM!  This is what saved me during this difficult time.

Once again, God has allowed me to suffer as the enemy was granted access to my life.  When things go wrong, and it seems that there is no hope, remember, remember and then continue to remember!  Amen.  Believe all that you remember and know that God is there trusting that you will always remember all that He has taught you.  I pray now that you have teachings in your “Soul” that you too can remember.  Get Wisdom and hold Her in your heart.  Receive Her and you will find all answers to life.  When you are restored you will come though stronger than ever before.  Tonight, I dry my eyes.  Tonight I prevailed in the LORD.  Tomorrow is another day and may the LORD continue to have mercy on my soul. Amen.

Scripture Reference:

5 Get wisdom, get understanding: forget it not; neither decline from the words of my mouth. 6 Forsake her not, and she shall preserve thee: love her, and she shall keep thee. 7 Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all thy getting get understanding. 8 Exalt her, and she shall promote thee: she shall bring thee to honour, when thou dost embrace her. 9 She shall give to thine head an ornament of grace: a crown of glory shall she deliver to thee. 10 Hear, O my son, and receive my sayings; and the years of thy life shall be many. 11 I have taught thee in the way of wisdom; I have led thee in right paths. 12 When thou goest, thy steps shall not be straitened; and when thou runnest, thou shalt not stumble. 13 Take fast hold of instruction; let her not go: keep her; for she is thy life.  (Prov 4:5-13)

Prayers: Vanity of Vanities

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father, I come before your throne of Grace and Mercy this day.  I come, Lord God, just to experience your presence.  It is in your presence that I long to stay.  I am safe from all danger when I am with you, Lord. Each day, as I smell the sweet savor of your breath, Dear LORD, I am so glad that you have shown me how to walk and talk with You.  You have taught me what it means to be a wife, a mother, and a friend.  In all my educated wisdom, loving you has taught me that I knew nothing at all before I met you.  For all this and more, my God, I am grateful.

I am still “Considering” you, O LORD.  There are so many things that we look upon with our natural eyes and mind and we marvel at the wonder of it all not realizing its spiritual significance.  The Bible teaches us, Lord, that you made the sun, the moon, and that you also made the stars.  These heavenly entities will one day pass away.  They were created to bring light in the midst of darkness for a given period of time for the benefit of mankind.  Man has developed ways to capture, worship, and even improve earthly knowledge.  We act in ignorance because we know not what they are.  O LORD, have mercy on us!  Forgive our sinfulness and our desire to be so intellectually superior to others that we prove ourselves truly ignorant before you instead.

I understand the cries of King Solomon when he declared, “Vanity of Vanities, all is Vanity.”  Seeing the world through your eyes, Father, creates doom in the eyes of the beholder, yet it brings joy everlasting when one realizes that he has been “saved” from the dangers of the battle that is raging all around!  O God, sometimes it feels like walking through the valleys and shadows of death with the enemy pulling on all sides.  But, O, in the midst of it all, even in the light of the dangers that are seen, you still remain God Almighty.  You still provide unspeakable peace.  By your Mercy, LORD, I have “Considered” all the workings of the world under the sun, and I am grateful that you protect those that love you.  Oh how I love you, Lord God!  Help me to never stop loving you, Father God.  Amen.

I pray now, Lord God, for the faithful followers you have given me.  Help them to continue to seek your presence, Lord.  Keep them safe from danger and hold them close as they seek your wisdom.  Help me to stand for them, Lord, when they cannot stand.  Help us all to remain on one accord while following your directions to us, Father.  Make us all one in your sight and continue to Dissect our souls, Dear Lord.  Shed your sweet loving Holy Ghost upon us, I pray.  Amen.

As I humble myself in your presence today, Father, I have “Considered” as Your Spirit has directed.  O God, what a thought!  To consider my life without you brings tears to my eyes; to consider ever that I must stand alone in this battle is fearful indeed; to consider that the God that is God of ALL things in heaven, in the earth, and in the sea beneath the earth, “loves” me, provides me with a greater faith, strength, and the assurance that I can endure to the end.  To be “Considered” by you, Dear God, is to make you proud and give you joy.  I have “Considered” You, as You continuously “Consider” me!  To this end, My Everlasting Friend and Savior, I do submit my TOTAL being to You in Love.  Amen, Amen, and AMEN.

Words of Wisdom: Vanity of Vanities

Words of Encouragement and Consecration:

Many declare that they desire the wisdom of God.  True Wisdom brings revelation knowledge directly from the LORD.  God has revealed many mysteries of His Holy Word to me.  Some were very frightening indeed.  As I fearfully pondered one such mystery, God consoled my soul by explaining that it was what I needed to know in order to move forward as His Messenger.  He asked me to read the scriptures that are shown below.  He pointed out to me that I was not alone in what I had discovered, and that when King Solomon discovered the same mystery.  He too, was distraught to the point that he declared, “Vanity of Vanities, all is Vanity.”  He, like I, came to know and understand that even in the midst of the darkest and most dangerous journeys, God never leaves us alone.  We never become lonely, and He always brings us to a place of safety and peace.  In our lack of understanding and fear, we ultimately conclude that our minds and knowledge are insufficient in trying to cope with what awaits all those that do not love God.

In all that you do, Trust God.  There is nothing good in this life outside of God.  There is no existence or survival without God on your side.  Make Him your everyday companion.  Seek Him every second of the day!  He will teach you how to worship Him in Spirit and in Truth…and as One.  Amen.

Scripture Reference: Eccl 1:12-18

12 I the Preacher was king over Israel in Jerusalem. 13 And I gave my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all things that are done under heaven: this sore travail hath God given to the sons of man to be exercised therewith. 14 I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit. 15 That which is crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered. 16 I communed with mine own heart, saying, Lo, I am come to great estate, and have gotten more wisdom than all they that have been before me in Jerusalem: yea, my heart had great experience of wisdom and knowledge. 17 And I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit. 18 For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.

Prayers: Tolerance Is Not Allowed

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father, My LORD, and My God.  Thank you for yet another opportunity to praise your name.  I thank you, LORD, for holding me and guiding me down this dark road of confusion.  I am grateful for that which I do know as it is your everlasting truth that keeps me grounded.  Thank you, LORD!

The world is filled with tolerance.  This has become a way of getting along with each other. O God, help us to see that this really is a way for the devil to push us into phases of compromise to abandon your will!  O Father God, how excellent is your Wisdom, Knowledge, and Understanding.  I am grateful to know, LORD, that the playing field for all created Souls is equal.  How sad it would be, Lord, for you to cherish one race over another or to promote one gender as superior to another!  How sad, LORD, would we all be if you gave more wisdom to the rich and famous than you offer to the ordinary man or woman or the poor.  Your love reaches all walks of life and spreads itself wide and long as it wraps around the universe.  For this I say thank you, Father God!  Your love is not for sale.  But…we must belong to you, having come with a willing mind.  Your truths are everlasting and the “tolerance” offered by your enemy is only for a season.  Thank you, LORD, for being my God!

Your Wisdom is tied to the Holy Ghost and the Holy Ghost is Wisdom.  They are a part of you AND all of you.  Your Wisdom is available to all who seek to know you.  Teach me, LORD.  I want to know ALL things that are you.  I want not only to know, but I want to “Understand” everything about you.  For those who laugh and mock my love and devotion for you and my willingness to obey without a natural reason, I say, “so let it be, dear LORD.”  I have discovered that there is nothing that I can imagine placing ahead of you. You have tried me, LORD, and you have tested my faith and found me to be deserving of your love.  I, too, have considered the world and all it has to offer and I have chosen you.  All safety is found in you, my God.  All love flourishes because of you!

Your requests to me and all who claim to love you are few.  All you desire, Sweet Jesus, is our love.  How wonderful you are that you do not make us love you or beg us to love you. Yet, you continue to plead with us to open our eyes, see who you are, and understand what you are offering.  O Lord, you have given us amazing free will to accept or reject your love. Today, LORD God, I proclaim loudly for all to hear that I again choose you!  I understand your lack of tolerance for our sinfulness.  If we are to be yours, we must truly follow you and give up our wicked ways.  We must not follow others, but follow you only, Lord God.  Help me, LORD, to follow you only day by day.

Dear Father, I pray now for Dissect My Soul Ministries.  Thank you, Lord, for trusting me with your missions.  I say, “Yes, LORD,” even with the recognition that I have no idea of how to carry out your plans.  I am so grateful that you guide me continuously.  I don’t need to know why or how.  I just need you to guide me and lead the way.  May your everlasting mercy shine upon all the students you have sent my way.  May your blessings of protection fall around all participants in the “Love Jesus” Movement.  Tonight, I praise your HOLY NAME.  Amen.

Words of Wisdom: The Love of God Almighty

Words of Encouragement:

God is LOVE.  God knows all things.  God is the creator of the universe.  All nature and animals were created by God.  The heavenlies, the sun, the moon, and even the stars were created by God Almighty!  The birds in the air and the beasts that walk this earth had a beginning and were created by God.  The fish in the sea were created by My God Almighty. If God created ALL things, and is a pure and Holy God, where did evil come from?

It stands to reason that “something or someone” that God created released evil upon the earth…and it was not God as He was not created and always has been.  The bible tells us that Lucifer/Satan/Devil, or any other name you want to use, brought disobedience, also called sin, into the world.  God created mankind to love and obey him.  Jesus Christ in His love for us has given us a way to return to the love of God and claim our rightful place in the Kingdom of God.  He has shown the world that all we have to do is LOVE HIM and HIM Alone.  He tells us that He will not only be our Father and God, but that he will be our FRIEND!  He only requires us to abandon ourselves to His will and “Abide” in Him.  We do not need to have any prior training or knowledge.  We just need to gather all that we think we know and come humbly to Him asking that He “Dissect” our souls!  This act of absolute surrender will usher in LOVE.  This will bring WISDOM who has the very heart of God. God will move heaven and earth for the promotion, protection, and safety of the Holy Ghost, which is WISDOM.  Let all who have an ear to hear, hear what thus saith the LORD God Almighty. Surrender today so that you may “Receive ye the Holy Ghost!”  Tomorrow is not promised.  Amen.

Scriptures for Consecration: (Emphasis added where bold letters appear)

  • 10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. 11 To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.  (1 Peter 5:10-11)
  • 3 And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his commandments. 4 He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him. 5 But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him. 6 He that saith he abideth in him ought himself also so to walk, even as he walked. (1 John 2:3-6)
  • 23 Jesus answered and said unto him, If a man love me, he will keep my words: and my Father will love him, and we will come unto him, and make our abode with him. 24 He that loveth me not keepeth not my sayings: and the word which ye hear is not mine, but the Father’s which sent me. 25 These things have I spoken unto you, being yet present with you. 26 But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.  (John 14:23-26)
  • 1 I am the true vine, and my Father is the husbandman. 2 Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit. 3 Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you. 4 Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me. 5 I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing. 6 If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned. 7 If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you. 8 Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples. 9 As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love. 10 If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments, and abide in his love. 11 These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full. 12 This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you. 13 Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. 14 Ye are my friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you. (John 15:1-14)
  • 1 These words spake Jesus, and lifted up his eyes to heaven, and said, Father, the hour is come; glorify thy Son, that thy Son also may glorify thee: 2 As thou hast given him power over all flesh, that he should give eternal life to as many as thou hast given him. 3 And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent. I have glorified thee on the earth: I have finished the work which thou gavest me to do. 5 And now, O Father, glorify thou me with thine own self with the glory which I had with thee before the world was. 6 I have manifested thy name unto the men which thou gavest me out of the world: thine they were, and thou gavest them me; and they have kept thy word. 7 Now they have known that all things whatsoever thou hast given me are of thee. 8 For I have given unto them the words which thou gavest me; and they have received them, and have known surely that I came out from thee, and they have believed that thou didst send me. 9 I pray for them: I pray not for the world, but for them which thou hast given me; for they are thine. 10 And all mine are thine, and thine are mine; and I am glorified in them. (John 17:1-10)

Prayers: Shadow of Death

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father, My God, My LORD, My Savior, and My Friend, thank you for this day.  Thank you for the opportunity once again to be able to Worship you in Truth and in Spirit.  LORD, I know that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.  You are the Friend that I have always desired.  I grew up pretty much alone and isolated from the main members of my family.  You allowed me to be raised by my grandparents and for that, Almighty God, I am thankful.  You knew the course my life would take and even then you were preparing me to become a Messenger of the LORD.  You are my FRIEND!  O Lord, how excellent is your wisdom. How Holy is your name.

The path through which you have directed me sometimes feels like walking through the “shadow of death,” but even then, protection is provided.  How do I explain to the world what I see and hear, Dear Lord God?  Why is it difficult for your created souls to believe that all things are spiritual in this world?  Does not the Holy Scriptures declare it to be so?  Why is there so much doubt?  Because of what I see and hear around me, I am confident that being with you, loving you, and remaining in your Presence is the only way to survive.  Your revelations of the existence of the things active in our daily lives that stem from the spiritual realm, are forever implanted within my soul.  Never let me forget or fall away, Lord Jesus.  You have my permission, LORD, to “perfect” your will within my heart every second of the day.  It is through you, Almighty God, that I survive day after day.  Thank you, Lord!

I pray for those that continue to show me kindness, Lord.  I pray for those that believe and follow the teachings that you have provided to me and them.  Protect them, Merciful Father, so that they can grow stronger day by day in your perfect grace.  I pray, Father God, that all enemies of the LORD will be bound this day and always, so that we can continue to grow as a ministry and as a people that have purposed to love you and only you; A people that is willing to be called by your name and accept you as “Our God.”

Lord, may all visitors to our website become infected with your love.  Help them to see that you truly are God and that through you all things are possible that are within your perfect will for their lives.  Amen, Amen, and AMEN.

Words of Wisdom: Seeking Thee in Prayer

Scripture Reference for Consecration:

Pray the scriptures as if you are one of the characters in the story. God will look into your heart for truth and honesty in the words you pray.  He opens His arms to acknowledge and receive worship from all who seek Him.  Study the whole chapter of the scriptures below.  Place yourself in the story as the main character.  Listen to what God has to say to you.  Amen.

And he went out to meet Asa, and said unto him, Hear ye me, Asa, and all Judah and Benjamin; The Lord is with you, while ye be with him; and if ye seek him, he will be found of you; but if ye forsake him, he will forsake you. (2 Chron 15:2)

 10 Glory ye in his holy name: let the heart of them rejoice that seek the Lord. 11 Seek the Lord and his strength, seek his face continually. (1 Chron 16:10-11)

And he did evil, because he prepared not his heart to seek the Lord. (2 Chron 12:14)

Prayers: Seeking Thee in Prayer

God Hear Our Prayer:

Dear LORD, my God, my Father, my Friend and Savior Jesus Christ, I humble my heart, my mind, and my soul before your throne of Grace and Mercy this day.  I acknowledge you as LORD and Savior of all things in my life.  I am grateful that you are my God and that you protect me in ways that I could never imagine.  I repent Father, of all sins that I might have committed before you, against you, and against your people, my LORD!  Please teach me, Father, to walk holy and perfectly before you.  I come this day, Lord Jesus, just to say thank you!  I ask for nothing this day, Lord, but to be in your perfect will.  I have no idea what today holds for me, but I do know that as long as I continue to love you completely, Sweet Jesus, that I can handle all things that come my way.  I submit my heart to you today as the Living Son of God Almighty.  Teach me thy ways, Lord.  Guide me into your truths.

As I go forward this day, Heavenly Father, I pray for all the disciples and students that you have given to Dissect My Soul Ministries.  Protect them this day from the enemy of God.  Allow them the freedom to choose YOU, O Lord, my God.  Be merciful to them, Father, as they go out into the world today.  Grant them Peace everlasting and continue to teach them how to enter into your Presence, Dear God.  Help them to understand that you will be there as long as they do not shut you out.  Help them, Lord, to bring EVERY thought before you as they bask in the beauty and power of your Almighty Presence.  I linger, Lord,…now do I linger Lord, as I wait for your daily instruction and guidance for my soul.  It is here, LORD, that I understand who you are.  Thank you, Lord Jesus, for this opportunity to be so in Love with you! You are ALL that I need. Amen, Amen and AMEN.